Category Archives: Squishy

My Fertility Specialist Magazine and Our Fertility Story

I was asked to contribute an article for the free, online My Fertility Specialist magazine, and I’m delighted to let you know that you can now read my article as the latest issue is now available. If you don’t know … Continue reading

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One Year On…

It’s been a year today since what was probably the worst day of mine and Amy’s lives so far.

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Getting That Big Fat Positive After Loss

(After our announcement, I wanted to share some posts that I wrote before we announced. So, the next few posts will be from my “drafts” folder)

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National Fertility Awareness Week 2014 – Our Story

This week is National Fertility Awareness Week. As someone who has dealt with infertility (as many have), I think it is so important that people think about and understand infertility a little bit. Understand how upsetting it can be. Stop … Continue reading

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Bittersweet Delivery

I went to pick up mail from the sorting office today, as we had missed it when it had arrived. It was tis print that I ordered about two months ago. It’s a limited edition print by artist Amy Mebberson … Continue reading

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Just As We Were About To Give Up…

Isn’t it always the way? On Friday I was just about ready to give up opk’ing for the month. I had a good root around in the house and managed to find a grand total of eight OPKs. I figured … Continue reading

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The Next Chapter

Today is two whole weeks since Squishy left us. In some ways it feels like five minutes. In other ways it seems like an absolute life time. It’s been two weeks of to and fro and up and down. Two … Continue reading

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RIP Sweet Squishy

Yesterday we got the news that no expectant couple wants to hear – still no heartbeat and no development. I went to the Early Pregnancy Unit at one of the central London hospitals as we had been in Central London … Continue reading

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Seven Whole Weeks!

Today, Squishy is seven whole weeks old! Which means we are over half way through the first trimester and two weeks away from our scan. Here’s what’s happening, once again lovingly borrowed from http://www.babycentre.co.uk

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6+5 – Sweet Child of Mine

Six weeks and five days pregnant today. It seems like only five minutes ago we got our positive test, when in reality it was over two weeks ago! Today I found some Clearblue Digis and decided to pee on one … Continue reading

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