Won’t Your Kids Get Bullied For Having Two Mums?

One of the questions I often get asked when I mention Amy and I having a baby in the future is “but won’t they get bullied for having two mums?” Reasonable question, maybe. Or maybe not.

I grew up in a bit of an odd family dynamic – I’m going to say this now. My dad was in the army so was away a lot, so it was mostly just me, my two sisters and my mum. “Normal” family, normal neighbourhood, normal house. I was bullied terribly at school for having curly hair. I was called “fuzz buzz”, “afro”, “curly wurly” and all sorts of other names. I once had chewing gum thrown into my hair. People used to say I had headlice, just because I had curly hair and it was different to them. My mum’s solution? Change. Straighten my hair. Change the hairstyle. Change the way I was.   

lauraThat’s something I only realised through counselling in the last couple of years or so. The reason why my self-confidence and self-worth was so low for such a long time, was because I was never told I was fine the way I was. I was never reassured that my crazy frigging hair was just a part of what made me who I am. I was told to change. Essentially (although I’m sure it wasn’t meant like this), I was told I was wrong. I needed to change because I wasn’t good enough.

Looking back now, that hurts more than anything any bully ever said to me. The fact that my own mother would rather tell me to change than tell me “fuck them. You are who you are”. I was regularly asked why I wasn’t normal. Why I spent money on things like stationary when “other girls” were buying make up. Why I wasn’t that interested in boys or dating, or going out drinking. At the time I followed that thought train – “why am I not normal?” Nowadays my thought is more along the lines of “I”m me. If you don’t like it,sod off.” I have no doubt that my mother had the right intentions, but I know for sure that she went about it the wrong way.

The news was filled this week with the story of seventeen year oldLeelah Alcorn, a transgender teenager who ended her life by walking in front of a truck last week. On looking at the story it was immediately obvious how sad her life and death was, but looking further into the situation brought to light an even sadder story.

Leelah Alcorn was born “Josh Alcorn”. In a suicide note left on her Tumblr blog, she wrotebe-who-you-are-and-say-what-you-feel-dr-seuss that she had begun identifying as a girl as young as four years old. In her note, she also said “When I was 14, I learnt what transgender meant and cried of happiness. After 10 years of confusion, I finally understood who I was“. As soon as she turned sixteen she asked her parents to sign the medical authorisation for her to transition physically to being female. They said no. They sent her to Christian Conversion Counselling. They told her she was wrong. That God doesn’t make mistakes. That she needed to change. She wasn’t good enough in her true form.

From what I can see of the situation (and obviously none of us know all the facts) the parents completely refused to accept Leelah as a girl. Her mother posted on Facebook soon after her death “My sweet 16-year-old son, Joshua Ryan Alcorn went home to heaven this morning. He was out for an early morning walk and was hit by a truck. Thank you for the messages and kindness and concern you have sent our way. Please continue to keep us in your prayers“. The way I see it is, as soon as religion comes before your child you are doing it wrong. You’ve failed.

This opened up a whole can of worms and thoughts for me. The base level of it is that I cannot understand how a parent cannot support their child, whoever they are. Whether they have curly hair and want to buy stationary instead of make up, or whether they realise that they identify as a gender other than that they were born with. The thing that people need to remember is that their children are not carbon copies of themselves. They are people. People with their own thoughts, their own plans and ideals and their own identities. They make their own choices as they grow older and their observations and needs – especially gender – need to be listened to.

We live in a society where often LGBT teens are bullied to suicide, either by others outside of their family or, in this case, their family themselves. I think that parents make a big difference in these situations. Your parents are the first people you ever look up to. They are the people who you count on to love, nourish and teach you in your earliest years. Let’s face it, for the first few months of your life at least, your parents are solely responsible for keeping you alive. Your parents are your first heroes. They are all you know in your world before you start going out and about or going to nursery or school. That’s why parents are so important. 

beyouSo, going back to my original point. Yes, our children may well be bullied in school. But if they didn’t have two mums, it would likely be for another reason. There are young adults out there who look for anything that is different to them and pick on it. Amy and I will be teaching our child that people are different. People come in so many different shapes, sizes  and inclinations and so do their families. That doesn’t make anyone better or worse than anyone else, because we are all humans at the end of the day.

Keeping up with the Joneses seems to be the root cause here. My mum was trying to make me what she saw as “normal” so that she didn’t have to deal with me being bullied. Leelah’s parents were trying to make their daughter “normal” so that they wouldn’t feel ashamed or be judged. Two very different scenarios – obviously one far more extreme than the other – but both equally illustrative of my point. The way I see it is – screw society. Screw what people think. As a parent, you are there to support child. Stick up for that human that you made, and make them proud of who they are. That goes for whoever they are. Whether they are straight, gay, bi, trans or whether they like videogames, Percy Pigs, Barbie dolls or Monster Trucks. Instill pride into your children so that if one day they are bullied, they realise that it’s the bullies who are the problem, not them. Never them.

 I  know one thing for sure, I refuse to be my child’s first bully.

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10 Responses to Won’t Your Kids Get Bullied For Having Two Mums?

  1. ajourneyofus says:

    Very well said! That question is heard so often, and as a teacher I constantly feel responsible for creating a better world for my children to grow up in. Comments like ‘that’s so gay,’ and others like it may be flippant but creates an impression that being different is not okay.

    • I know exactly what you mean. Its so important tp educate that people come in different shapes and sizes and none are better than others.
      And people need to realise that bullies are te problem, not the people being bullied

  2. mamaetmaman says:

    As a lesbian daughter from a fanatical pentecostal Christian family, your statement “as soon as religion comes before your child, you’ve done it wrong” rings so true to me. I have endured exorcisms, Christian conversions, and all that it has done has alienated me from my family. Thank you for this great post.

  3. DeCaf says:

    My mom was very much on the “change yourself so you don’t get bullied” train. It doesn’t bother me too much since that’s how she lives her life and she’s suffered for that attitude more than I did.
    I was bullied a lot in school for who knows what. I honestly don’t remember much other than that I thought people were mean and it was my fault. But I kind of already knew people were mean from witnessing domestic abuse between my parents at a young age.
    I won’t lie, my wife and I are going to do public schools in a city with a good number of gayborhoods in hopes that it won’t be an issue. But if it becomes one, we will definitely take action against the bullying. But our plan is to immerse the kid in situations where our family type is normal.
    I just realized this comment sounds like a bit of a downer at first. My life was rough at first but keeps getting better ever since I left home. 🙂 it’s pretty awesome these days.

    • It does make you part of the person you are today. Doesn’t make it ok, though. We’re lucky that we came out the other side.
      You’re quite right about normalising your family unit. We will be doing much the same, but i think we will be in for a battle. Our kids will be worth it though 🙂

  4. Rachael says:

    This is so well said. My dad didn’t speak to me for 6 years of my relationship with my wife. Because his church told him if he did – he would go to Hell with me. It was one of the saddest points in my life. And our relationship has never been the same, though we see each other now. So, I totally understand and I just can’t get over this poor girl’s suicide. Its sad that this happened and its worse that her parents are the way they are. Anyway, yes, our kids may be bullied for having 2 moms, but they could be bullied for other things. You are so right on that!

    • I’m sorry to hear that. Religion seems to create so many divisions between people. When we had religious assemlies at school the overwhelming message I took from the bible was one of love, so sometimes I find it hard to understand where all this hate comes from.

  5. That question used to bother me until I realized it was just another way of saying “your being gay is not okay.” I’m certain having two moms will be an issue at some point, but the kid’ll be fine as long as they have love and support from those who matter most. If a kid wants to make fun of another kid, they will find a way. Should we not have kids because they might be fat one day? Because they might have curly hair? Because they might read or be dyslexic or have a learning disability?
    We can’t change who we are, so that question just implies we shouldn’t have kids period. I’m sure interracial couples got (& probably still get) the same damn question. It’s asked from a place of fear and ignorance and should be treated as such.
    Whew, sorry – I think I just had a break through with why I hate that phrase so much in your comments section. Thanks for the post!

    • I feel the same way 🙂 Thats why i made my curly hair point. I had a totally normal family but just have wacky hair. Kids will find a reason, but its about making your child realise that they are great. All people are different 🙂

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